Dear God

“Hate no one, no matter how much they’ve wronged you. Live humbly, no matter how wealthy you become. Think positively, no matter how hard life is. Give much, even if you’ve been given little. Keep in touch with the ones who have forgotten you, and forgive who has wronged you, and do not stop praying for the best, for those you love.” 

—Ali bin Abi Talib (RA) Ü                                                        Source        

Ya Allah, when the world criticizes me a million times over
Ya Allah, when the world keeps telling me hurtful things
Ya Allah, when the world keeps pushing “ugly” at me.
Give me the courage to hold firm to your Deen.
Ya Allah, as long as I am beautiful to you, nothing else matters.

Ya Allah, even when everyone leaves my side, let me take comfort in the fact that
You are closer to me than my jugular vein [50:16]                    Source

Amin

My engagement ceremony WITH LOVE

Hello there :)

Those who have visited this blog, THANK YOU

to new viewers WELCOME .... :)

Thanks for stopping by.

How fast time flies cause it's already the end of the year. Here in my hometown, Kota Kinabalu, Christmas and New Year's celebration can be seen throughout the city.  The beautiful lights, the christmas songs playing ect. When people ask me, what have you accomplished in 2011, I will definitely say I GOT ENGAGED IN 2011. It was the most memorable occasion in 2011 and accomplished as I am one step ahead in my relationship with my love SYAFIQ HAFRIZ. But the most important thing, the prayers from my family and my friends. Semoga semuanya di permudahkan dan di berkati oleh Allah S.W.T. 

It was a very small and intimate affair with family and close friend (GENGKARAS, you know who you are) However, I am very thankful that even with the halangan and problems yg dtg, it ended well. Well, as I'm not sharing the pictures of my engagement in my facebook, these are some of the pictures taken during the engagement party. ENJOY 

The Hantaran , made by MOTHER and yours truly :)

Mother ..thanks for everything :)

Pihak Lelaki arrived :)

The ceremony begin 

It's time for me to go down

which hand? that was my question.

It's official ,I'm  Syafiq's fiance

Kiss Kiss

Ya Allah, berkatilah perhubungan kami. Amin

Finally, we are one step ahead after nearly 6 years together 

I love you my GENGKARAS

I don't know what happen to me if you guys weren't there

Nasier said this is a studio pix .

As you can see, I just had a small ceremony so those who put such a big expectation on my engagement day as to be a huge one with the pelamin,door give and all, I'm sorry to disappoint you. I think even tho I really much wanting that kind of ceremony, the prayers, the love and the thoughts is what really counts. My family and especially my gengkaras were the biggest supporter and supported me through out the night.Thanks SYG :) I was blessed to have people like all of you in my life. For those who had wish and congratulate me, THANK YOU. 

Credit to my friend also a great photographer NASIER LEE for that amazing shots :)

this is the link to his Facebook account Nasier Lee

Well, it's time for me to go and feed my duck and cats..not forgetting the fish :)

Salam...

Rock on !

With love 

Marhoney a.k.a Paolo Nutini's hot new gf!

uughhh

Well hello there.. 

Nothing is wrong if you perasan that you have viewers right MAR?
New blog and nobody knows about it. WHO DO YOU WANT TO BLAME?

Nothing much going on since my mother passed away. I just ended my 3 months practicum. I learned so much from that experiences and I am becoming more mature day by day ( I can sense some maturity in my thoughts recently and the way I talk, I hope so..) 

and some good news                                    i am getting engage

with whom? of course with my most beautiful boyfriend SYAFIQ HAFRIZ

EXCITED? Of course I am :)

Till soon 

the wonders of writing..

Instead of doing my reflection and lesson plan for the week..I choose to write down oh supposedly type down my thoughts here. If only I can write my reflections smoothly without my mind wandering somewhere and writers' block keep murdering my mood to be critically involve with my reflections. One of my buddy even said that why don't you just look at your reflections at the mirror. stupid jokes but makes me smile. 

I dont know what happen to me but I kinda lost my way half through my months of practicum. Probably because of the overwhelming workload and the kids. Let me tell you about the kids...Just imagine you in a west Beverly high school where all of the kids came from a wealthy family. The kids in my school are so arrogant and bossy and some of them even look at the teachers like they some kind of alien from outer space. and they even talk like  the cast in Mean girl. Their english superb than most of the teacher in the school including me.Once i was laughed at becoz I pronounce the word sheets to shit (which is not much different). I scold the boy and said that he shouldnt laugh that he should correct my mistake. So, I was a bit like the joker in the class, just that, I was laughed at because of my pronunciations.But somehow I managed to get through all this by showing them who's the boss. I am their teacher and I am the one who controlling them.!

I think I falling a step or two because I was lazy. I admit that I am lazy. I am lazy and demotivated to do my work because the fact that I have plenty of time doing that. I dont have anyone here, I dont have syafiq or even anyone to go out with. So, why bother to do all the stuff when u have plenty of time in your pocket. People couldnt even care less if I finish my work or not. 

NEW

 Hi

This my second blog 

My first blog? 

Let just say I am tired with it.

SO

Welcome :)